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*sigh* I’m sitting here trying to figure out what to do today. I’m worn out and my brain doesn’t want to work. I really don’t know what else I can to to try to get money in in time to pay the phone bill. That’s my main concern right now. I don’t know how much longer they’ll let it go before they call it breach of contract.

I keep hoping that something will happen, that some great idea or free chunk of cash will just come to me. I need one of those old rich guys who wanna give all their money away to people in need before they die. I got one of those Nigerian scams about that, and it made me wish someone would contact me like that for real.

I’m at a loss. I hate feeling like this. I have the sole responsibility of supporting 2 sick people resting on my shoulders, and it’s more than I can take. This isn’t what I wanted for my life. I want things to just run smoothly, for us to be healthy, and for there to be enough money, without stressing myself to the limit every day.

You know, they say “God helps those who help themselves.” If that’s true, why isn’t any deity out there helping me? I’m busting my ass doing all that I can, running myself to death trying, and nothing is working. I think I have done enough to deserve a helping hand. I’ve got everything in place, all I need is for things to start moving faster. If people would just buy from or interact with all the stuff I already have set in place, then there would be more than enough money to pay the bills, and save up to get out of this horrid state. So hey, whoever’s up there/out there, I’m asking for your help. Really, I could use it right about now.