Briana’s Blog of Madness

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I got a full night’s sleep last night, but I think my body and mind are so worn down, it doesn’t matter anymore. I can’t think, I can’t remember anything, and I feel like I’m just lost in a fog.

I’m trying to work, trying to get things done to bring money in so things will be better, but it’s just not moving fast enough. I keep thinking that I need to be doing more, but I can’t focus enough to come up with anything more, or anything new.

I wish I had some help. There’s one person out there trying to tell people about my jewelry and stuff, but that’s about it. If I had more affiliates in my store, and in the different programs I belong to, it would be fantastic. I don’t know what to do to convince people to join in on these things. All of the things I’m asking people to join would benefit them too, so you’d think that would be enticement in and of itself.

I keep trying to come up with new things that I can do from home, but I’m just plain out of ideas. If I manage to stumble on something, like ShareAPic, I try to do all I can with them. I’d do more with my blogs if I weren’t afraid of overloading them. I’m trying to do what I can though.

I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t have any energy left. If things don’t get better soon, I think I’m just going to break down. I need to have income coming in so that I can relax from time to time. You know, give my brain and body some time to recharge. I really don’t have that luxury right now. Any time I’m not working, I am struck with a massive sense of guilt for not doing soething productive. I can’t really enjoy anything anymore, because I always feel like I need to be working more.

This whole situation really sucks.